Monday, August 31, 2009

Rivera



I want.
Rivera KR7 Mick Thomson Signature Series

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And i need to start drawing again.
Stuff like this makes me feel good.
But i need ideas.
Mmm~

Darling




No one must know.

Merdeka

Merdeka!



Peace.

Plenty

There's a lot of things in my mind right now.
Plenty.

Mixed feelings. Emotions.
Plenty.

I'm feeling anger, madness, sad, upset, happy, calm, etc.
Plenty.

I've been thinking a lot.
I don't think it is enough, but so far?
Well, i did try to write down about it.
Which could just mean that i'm trying to get over it.

(If that makes sense to you.)
(Who the hell cares anyways.)
(This is my place to write.)
(And a place where i write down whatever it is that i feel.)

I wonder,
Why is it when i'm being nice to people, they fuck me right back?
FYI, I am genuinely being nice and care for people.
Though i might not show it like how people expect me to, but trust me, i do.

As mentioned in my previous note;
"buat baik, salah. buat jahat, salah. baik buat bodoh"
(or something like that. i dont care. haha. sue me.)

Which is why now, i choose not to care about people.

But don't get the wrong idea.
I still care for other MORE IMPORTANT people in my life.

Important people like Doreen.
I haven't met any girl that calms me down and makes me happy in an instant like how Doreen does.
She is the most UNDERSTANDING, LOVING, CARING, and CUTEST individual that i have ever come across.
I don't know what will become of me if i ever lose sight of her.
Think whatever and however you want.
I don't care.
I love Doreen.

This is going to be one hell of a post.
So i will end it here.
And continue again....whenever it is i feel like doing so.

Cheers,
Don Paulie.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Huh.

"Next time you're mad, try dancing out your anger."
Sweetpea Tyler

Aye.

With You



For Doreen.

I love you and i miss you.
Am i sweet?
HAHA.

Panda

SURVEY #1

Q: WHAT BRAND IS YOUR HANDPHONE?
A: LG Arena

Q: DO YOU LIKE YOU HANDPHONE?
A: Hell yes. I love it a lot.

Q: WHAT RINGTONES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR HANDPHONE RIGHT NOW?
A: Call tone : Before I Forget - Slipknot
Message tone : Codec - sfx from Metal Gear Solid.

Q: WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR HANDPHONE?
A: Black. With grey condom.

Q: WHAT WALLPAPER ARE YOU USING FOR YOUR HANDPHONE BACKGROUND?
A: Raindrop.

Q: WHAT ACCESESORIES YOU PUT ON YOUR HANDPHONE NOW?
A: I just said. GREY CONDOM.

Q: WHO WAS THE LAST TO SEND YOU SMS?
A: Sherry.

Q: WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU CALLED?
A: Pizza Hut. Mmmmm~

Q: WHAT DO YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR HANDPHONE?
A: Strong battery usage.

Q: WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOUR HANDPHONE?
A: Everything! Hehe.

Q: WHAT IS YOUR START UP SCREEN PICTURE?
A: LG's S-Class interface. Mmmmm~

Q: WHAT IS YOUR SCREENSAVER?
A: "Press and Hold to unlock". You understand?

Q: LASTLY, DO YOU WANNA CHANGE HANDPHONE NOW?
A: Nah. I just changed it, fool. Haha.


SURVEY #2


TEN favourites:
1) television:
~ Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, The Sopranos.

2) flower:
~ Roses and um.....sunflowers? HAHA.

3) color:
~ Colors that i can actually see proper. But most of the time, i choose Red, Black or White.

4) sport:
~ Football, American Football, working out (is that a sport?)

5) mall:
~ Midvalley, Pavillion, KLCC...well, i go to any mall as long as it's nice.

6) music:
~ Metal, house music, jazz, lounge, hard rock, metal, and metal and uh...metal.

7) food:
~ Japanese, Malaysian, Western. And any kind of food as long as it's nice. :D

8) season:
~ any season. But preferably, winter.

9) pet:
~ Ton, Tin, Twinkle. They're my rabbits, in case you wanna know. :D :D :D

10) city:
~ Ipoh. KL. Melaka.

TEN facts:
1. hometown:
~ KL. Melaka. Ipoh. Choose.

2. hair color:
~ Black. Pure black.

3. hair length:
~ Near-skinned mullet. That's how i describe my current hair. Hahahaha.

4. hair style:
~ SHORT. Mmm.

5. eye color:
~ Sexy black. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

6. shoe size:
~ 10-11. :D

7. mood:
~ Calm river going through several rocks. Does that make sense? Hahahaha. I don't care. :D

8. sexuality:
~ As straight as the KL-Putrajaya highway.

9. status:
~ Big Boss. HAHAHAHAHA.

10. lefty/righty:
~ Right.

TEN things about your love life;
1. have you ever been in love:
~ Yes.

2. do you believe in love:
~ Hell yes.

3. why did your last relationship fail:
~ Tried to work things out. but fail.

4. have you ever been heartbroken:
~ Oh yes.

5. have you ever broken someone's heart:
~ Mmm. Dunno. But maybe?

6. have you ever fallen for your best friend:
~ Yes.

7. have you ever loved someone but never told them:
~ Yes.

8. are you afraid of commitment:
~ Nope. Bring it on.

9. have you ever kissed someone you liked:
~ Yes. Doreen. :D

10. have you ever had a secret admirer:
~ HAHAHAHAHA. Yes. That was memorable. Hahahahahahaha.

TEN things this or that
1. love or lust:
~ Love, thank you very much.

2. hard liquor or beer:
~ I don't even drink. But most probably beer.

3. night or day:
~ I am the devil. Night, please.

4. one night stands or relationships:
~ Relationships. Please.

5. televison or internet:
~ I can't live without these two.

6. pepsi or coke:
~ DUMB QUESTION. NEXT!!!

7. wild night out or romantic night in:
~ Romantic. Easier to manage. But more memorable, i suppose.

8. colored or black and white:
~ What?

9. phone or in person:
~ Depends.

10. aim or myspace:
~ imagiNATION.


Stolen from Doreen.
I DARE YOU.
TO DO THIS SURVEY.
AND SEE.
IF YOU HAVE.
WHAT IT TAKES.
TO BE.
A.

PANDA.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Isteri

H A R I S says:
- isteri kau apa cerita weyh?

riәL says:
- oh! aku baru kejut dia. tgk2 dia da bangun. dia kata nak tengok cerita batman

H A R I S says:
- ...

riәL says:
- isteri kau apa cerita?

H A R I S says:
- apsal semua isteri tgh tidur sekarang?
- hahahahahhaha

riәL says:
- HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

H A R I S says:
- maksudnya kau dah tahu apa jadik dgn isteri aku
- hahahahaha

riәL says:
- aku tahu!


HAHAHAHAHA!

Bodoh

Buat baik, salah.

Buat jahat, salah.

Itulah sebabnya aku buat bodoh.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Cut!

You know what i feel like doing now?

Getting a chainsaw and cut all the cars parked around the college.

Why?

Just for the fun of it. Hehehehe.

Don't worry. I won't cut ALL.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Life

Well, i did say that rainy days make me think about life.



Am i wrong, or am i right?
Am i innocent, or am i guilty?

Sur-voyuer

01. Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
Yes. A few times. Sorry.

02. What kind of magazines do you read?
Anything of my interest. Mainly guitars. Like Total Guitar, Guitar World and Guitars & Basses. And a few odd ones here and there. And car magazines.

03. What's your occupation?
Don Paulie. And student.

04. What's really creepy?
Um....dunno, to be honest. Hahaha!

05. Who is your celebrity crush?
Mmmmm. Hillary Duff. HAHAHAHAHA. Not really into these celebrity stuff.

06. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Slipknot. Guitars. Slipknot guitars. Dragon Ball Z Shin Budokai on the PSP. Majin Vegeta. Woo!

07. What are you listening to right now?
Slipknot - Dead Memories.

08. What are you most excited for?
7.20pm. Buka puasa time. Hahahahahahaha.

09. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Rants & Pants. imagiNATION. Facebook. Six String Sensei. :D

10. What was the last thing you bought?
Kuih bakar from bazaar Ramadhan. Rm3. Mmm. Bliss~

11. What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
Tin and Ton and Twinkle. My rabbits la. And Doreen.

12. Does the weather affect your mood?
Yes. Rainy days make me sit down and think about life. Sunny days make me feel good and think about life. Basically any weather makes me think about life. Hahahaha.

13. What is your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius. Mmm~

14. Do you want to learn another language?
I've always wanted to learn Italian. Or Arabic. Or Japanese.

15. 5 Things you can't live without?
i) Oxygen
ii) Internet
iii) Phone
iv) Guitar
v) Doreen

16. Do you have any siblings?
Yes. An elder sister. In the UK now. Sigh.

17. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I love you.

18. Do you have to pee?
Human beings must pee. I have to pee. But not right now.

Life is good. I dare you to steal this.
If you don't, you are smart.

Yellow

Changed my blog to yellow.

Why?

It's my mom's favourite color. Hahahaha.

Thinking of a new header now.

Any ideas?

Monday, August 24, 2009

BCM 2

Ms. Haizan : *chatting with other student*

Me : Miss! I'm sorry i couldn't make it for your class the other day!

Ms. Haizan : Haa! Yeke? It's okay. It's okay.
*continues chatting with the other student*

Me : Um....

Ms. Haizan : *still chatting with other student*

Me : MISS!

Ms. Haizan : *suprised* HAA?

Me : Do you have the module outline with you? I need to revise some stuff.

Ms. Haizan : Got....*looks around*....entah! It's somewhere. But i'm too lazy to find it. Later during class, you take from me.

Me : Settle.


I LOVE MY CLASS

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Ramadhan



The good thing about Ramadhan is..

- i can refrain myself from being angry or mad.

- i can refrain myself from over-indulging with food.

- i can cut down my Diet Coke intake.

- i can have some peace and quiet.



And this Ramadhan..

- i want to puasa penuh.

- i want to behave.

- i want to exercise restrain from spending.

- i want to exercise.

- i want to love all. And hate none. (hopefully can)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Obsolete

If i'm in a heavy metal band..
this is how i wanna look like.


Grow my beard and moustache like this.


Wear this mask.


Wear this boots.


With this suit.


With this guitar.

Do you think i would have any fans?
HAHAHAHA.
Well, i don't really care about fans.
I care about music. :D

But would you still talk to me, Doreen sayang?
HAHA.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Sulfer

Today.
Had an amazingly tiring day at Midvalley/Gardens.
Went shopping.
Ate at Alexis Kitchen & Bar.

This the reason why i sometimes hate fine dining.

HAHAHA. Prawn paste. "pegedil"

Had Nasi Istimewa Alexis.
Weird name. But damn nice food. Mmm~


Should i really explain how full i got?
And bought...


From Bonia

I hope Raya comes faster! Hehehehehehehe.

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I miss Doreen. :*I love you, sayang.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

2

-Manhattan Fish Market
-Roses
-Hed Kandi

Today is a good day.
:D
Happy 2-month.
I love you, sayang. :*

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Wonderful.

Wonderful.

So damn wonderful.

This is the reason why i hate to plan everything and/or anything.

Because something will always come to change the plan.

And my plan will be ruined.

Wonderful.

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:(
:(
:(

Sad.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

What?

I never liked being angry.

It usually makes me do things that i shouldn't

But shit happens.
And some never learn.
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I am angry.
For reasons i'm not sure of.
I don't want to get angry.
For reasons i'm very sure of.

Monday, August 17, 2009

BCM

Mr. Khairi : Now we look at the ergonomics aspect of facilities management. For example, we can't have a classroom which looks like a disco!

Me : Why not?

*whole class laughing*

Mr. Khairi : ...

*whole class laughing*

Me : If it's a disco class?

*whole class laughing*

Mr.Khairi : ...

*whole class laughing*

Me : Anyways sir, about ergonomics of facilities management?


I love my class.

Insecure

Insecure 1

Definition: Not secure; not confident of safety or permanence; distrustful; suspicious; apprehensive of danger or loss.

This thing could probably be my worst enemy EVER.

Especially "suspicious".
I think too much when it comes to bad/ugly situations/things.
Over-analyze things.
Look at the possible outcome.

But the bright side is, most of the time i'm right. :D


Pointless post. But felt like typing this down anyways.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Borat : It's nice.

Stolen from Doreen sayang.

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)


If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: No you're not.

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome:
YR: But you like shit anyways.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: Like i care about you being rich and famous.

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: But you suck at shutting up.

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: Don't know. Don't care.


If an annoying hot woman/man says:(if he/she is really2 hot)

1) I know you like me.
YR: You know i hate you.

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: HAHAHAHA. Perasan.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: Did i even say anything, dumbass?

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: Don't worry. I'll ride you anyways. (Hahahahahahahahahahahha)

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: So? One punch to your face and I'LL make people hate you.


If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:(if he/she is really ugly)

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: No thanks. I don't like you.

2) May I have your cell phone no? please please please?
YR: Get down on your knees and roll over. (by the time she finishes, i'm gone already. HAHAHA)

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: Hi to you too. Wanna die?

4) What do you like about me?
YR: Absolutely incredibly positively NOTHING.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: You are UGLY and i HATE you sooooo much! :D


If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
YR: Why you calling out your name so loudly?

2) You smell like shit!
YR: I know. You too.

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: You look like my ass.

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: *kick the ass* What race? I kicked your ass already.


If your annoying ex says:

1) I still love you...
YR: So? I know i don't.

2) I know you still love me!
YR: You don't know anything in the first place. And by the way, i still hate you.

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: Dowan.

4) Please call me...
YR: Please call you...an idiot? *shouts* IDIOT! Hehe. Happy?

5) The break up hurt me so much..
YR: I hoped it killed you too.


If an annoying salesperson says:

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: I KNOW! HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI. *sarcastic laugh*

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've Changed!
YR: Wonderful. I bet your wife/husband/bf/gf hates you.

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: Might as well you give it to me for free! :D

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: ...you're my assistant ke? Go away.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Friday, August 14, 2009

Omellete

I feel that this blog is getting too....

clustered?

semak samun?

macam sampah?

TIME FOR A CHANGE!

Under The Sea

Today is a good day.

1) beat Satish in Dragon Ball Shin Budokai Z on the PSP.
2) got 1++GB of songs from Doreen sayang.
3) went to Alamanda with Doreen sayang to jalan2 cari makan..
4) ...which we had orgasmic seafood at Manhattan Fish Market.
5) had lychee. HAHAHA.
6) listening to Disney songs courtesy of Doreen sayang.

And today is a good day.
Thank you for spending the day with me, sayang. I love you :*

Octopus Jim

I am now an Octopus.

My name is Octopus Jim.

I have the tendency to be an octopus.

...

Anyways, had a very amusing day today.

-Lowdown and dirty.
-Jazz.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

>:|

Have you seen a volcano eruption?

Make me angry and you'll be able to see it.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dead Memories

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.
Even now, I realize the time I'll never get

Another story of the bitter pills of fate

I can't go back again, I can't go back again


But you asked me to love you, and I did.

Traded my emotions for a contract to commit

And when I got away, I only got so far

The other me is dead, I hear his voice inside my head


And we were never alive

And we won't be born again

But I'll never survive


With dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart


You told me to love you, and I did.

Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit

So when I got away, I only kept my scars

The other me is gone, now I don't know where I belong


And we were never alive

And we won't be born again

But I'll never survive

With dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart


Dead visions in your name

Dead fingers in my veins

Dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart


Dead Memories - Slipknot

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Construction

Building Construction Handbook :
Incorporating Current Building And Construction Regulations, Sixth Edition



Authors : Roy Chudley, Roger Greeno
Publisher : Butterworth-Heinemann
736 Pages


Kepala bapak dia 736 pages!
Nak aku mampos ke?




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My first post in malay! :D
Yaaaay!

Smile again

If this doesn't make you smile, i don't know what else can make you smile.

10/8/2009
11:55:47 PM
❀ doreen
H A R I S
you don't need changing at all, syg
10/8/2009
11:55:52 PM
❀ doreen
H A R I S
=)
10/8/2009
11:56:00 PM
❀ doreen
H A R I S
i love you for who you are
10/8/2009
11:56:07 PM
❀ doreen
H A R I S
i love you for the way you are
10/8/2009
11:56:12 PM
❀ doreen
H A R I S
i love you for who you are

Monday, August 10, 2009

I shall say..

Fuck off, i shall say.

You wanna know why?

Because i'm not in a good mood.



Directed to people that i hate.

"Siapa terasa cili, dia terasa pedas."

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Cookies.



I love the cookie monster.

I'm the chicken monster.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Misfits.










I want the guitar.
I want the hair.
I want the physique.
I want everything.

Doyle Wolfgang Von Frankenstein

Emo Sedikit.

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold


Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay


You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

You are not alone


All alone

Why, oh

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

So forever can begin


Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Then something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

And you are not alone


Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there


You are not alone

I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart


You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart


Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone
Let's layan emo a bit. Hahaha.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Rest In Pieces.



Hyperness.

Huahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahua.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Fine Learning #2

Kiri sute gomen
斬り捨て御免 or 切り捨て御免

An old Japanese expression dating back to the feudal era which roughly means "to execute and be excused". Samurai had the right to strike at anyone of a lower class who was compromising their honour.


Thank Trivium again for this.
:)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Fine Learning #1

"caught between Scylla and Charybdis"

Being caught between the Scylla and Charybdis means to be caught in a situation that is extremely challenging. There is no good way to get through the situation, and any choice one makes will engender losses. Being between the Scylla and Charybdis is comparable to the phrase being caught between a rock and a hard place, or a rock and a whirlpool.

Got the sentence from the band, Trivium.
:)

Fandom



I want back my drawing skills.
I can't find them.

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Metal Gear Solid is the best game ever. :)

Saturday, August 1, 2009

LG Arena

Got myself a new phone. :D
LG Arena.



LG Arena

LG Arena’s groundbreaking 3D S-Class UI was specifically designed to be a more fun and engaging gateway to an amazing multimedia environment. LG Arena’s cube-based layout provides four customizable home phone screens for direct access to all features. Music, movies, pictures and more are within reach, thanks to intuitive, touch-based 3D menus. The rich 3D graphics give S-Class a life-like look that makes it natural and easy to navigate.

LG mobile phones
“The direct, intuitive and dynamic S-Class UI will be unlike anything that has appeared on a mobile phone before. With rich 3D graphics, touch sensitivity and exciting multimedia capabilities, it will truly make the LG Arena handset a fully loaded multimedia phone,” said Dr. Skott Ahn, President and CEO of LG Electronics Mobile Communications Company.

LG Arena features
LG took great effort to ensure that its 2009 flagship delivers an exhilarating multimedia experience, including features aided by Dolby and DivX technologies. LG Arena handset will also include enhanced internet connectivity with HSDPA 7.2 networks, Wi-Fi, A-GPS and far more.


Here are some pictures i've taken with the phone.
5.0 megapixels of goodness.


My room. My toilet door. My dad's foot.


My dumbos. :D


My other sayangs. Hehehe. I still love you, Doreen sayang. :*


Macro image of the watch.


My room. My table. My sofa. Gorilla on the sofa.

Emotions

Emotions.
Emotions.
Emotions.
What is it?


Wonderful poem from Izzat.