Round Round

People and things that make my world go round.
(Not in order)

and...





Mmm~


Those who are not here, i'm sorry. But i shall. Hahaha.

Gay

Tak sangka aku ada lagi gambar kau ni.

Terima kasih atas invitation openhouse anda.
Aku akan make sure aku makan segala makanan kat situ, termasuklah lontong.

Popo

"Stop doubting your own abilities and start listening with your mind. Calm your thoughts"

Mr.Popo - DragonBall

Wonderful quote.

The Unforgiven

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man strugggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please then all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

You labeled me
I'll label you
So i dub thee unforgiven

Metallica - The Unforgiven



I love this song.
The most played song in my iTunes.

Cold

I feel cold.

Am i?

I'm sorry

I am so sorry.
I hate hurting your feelings.
I never want to do that.
I love you.
And i DON'T want to ever fucking hurt you in any possible way.

But i guess i was too full of myself.
And didn't think of you while i hurt you unknowingly.

This is usually the moment when i throw my laptop at the wall.
But i don't do that anymore.
Hell. I don't even get angry often anymore.

Why?
Because of you.
I don't ever want you to see me angry.
It's such an ugly sight of me that i don't want you to see.
Yes, even I know about it.

You have inspired me to change.
You have inspired me to be more responsible.
You have inspired me to be a better person in this fucked up life of mine.

I don't ever want to screw this up.

I don't want to lose you.

I love you.

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm so fucking sorry.
I was an idiot.
I AM an idiot.
I am so sorry.
I shouldn't have even fucking brought it up.
I feel stupid.
I am stupid.
Fucking stupid.

FUCK.