Finicky

Call me finicky.
I know i am.
I care too much about things.
I don't think its OCD.
But finicky is more like it.

Is it too much to ask for one to return back kindness?

Am i too nice towards people that people can just run me over
and expect that i would forgive them just like that?

Did i commit a crime so hideous that i deserve such treatment from people?

All i ever wanted was,
to be respected by people.
to be loved by people.

And so to achieve such things, i want to do only good things for people.
But

WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?

WHY DON'T ANYBODY CARE?
ALL I SEEK IS A LITTLE "THANK YOU".
OR AT LEAST SAY HELLO PROPERLY.
WHEN I CALL YOU, GIVE A GOOD RESPONSE.
WHEN I MSG, REPLY PROPERLY.

I am always thinking about other people. Or at least i try to.
When someone calls, i'll pick up the phone.
When someone msgs, i'll reply.
When someone says hi, i'll say back with full vigor.

Is it too hard for such things to happen?

Life is a bitch. True.

I found this in my folder.
Mmm.