Round Round

People and things that make my world go round.
(Not in order)

and...





Mmm~


Those who are not here, i'm sorry. But i shall. Hahaha.

Gay

Tak sangka aku ada lagi gambar kau ni.

Terima kasih atas invitation openhouse anda.
Aku akan make sure aku makan segala makanan kat situ, termasuklah lontong.

Popo

"Stop doubting your own abilities and start listening with your mind. Calm your thoughts"

Mr.Popo - DragonBall

Wonderful quote.

The Unforgiven

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man strugggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please then all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

You labeled me
I'll label you
So i dub thee unforgiven

Metallica - The Unforgiven



I love this song.
The most played song in my iTunes.

Cold

I feel cold.

Am i?

I'm sorry

I am so sorry.
I hate hurting your feelings.
I never want to do that.
I love you.
And i DON'T want to ever fucking hurt you in any possible way.

But i guess i was too full of myself.
And didn't think of you while i hurt you unknowingly.

This is usually the moment when i throw my laptop at the wall.
But i don't do that anymore.
Hell. I don't even get angry often anymore.

Why?
Because of you.
I don't ever want you to see me angry.
It's such an ugly sight of me that i don't want you to see.
Yes, even I know about it.

You have inspired me to change.
You have inspired me to be more responsible.
You have inspired me to be a better person in this fucked up life of mine.

I don't ever want to screw this up.

I don't want to lose you.

I love you.

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm so fucking sorry.
I was an idiot.
I AM an idiot.
I am so sorry.
I shouldn't have even fucking brought it up.
I feel stupid.
I am stupid.
Fucking stupid.

FUCK.

Never Done

"Growth is painful,
Change is hard,
And there are days where we would wish that it would just stop.

Wouldn't it be great to just know,
To feel like you finally figured it all out,
To just be done.

It's the hardest and most wonderful thing about being alive,
That no matter how much you learn, grow or change,
You're never done.

Cheers."

Never Done, from Izzat.
Nice one, matey.

Aku suka sangat "poem" kau buat tu sampai aku repost kat sini.
HAHAHA.
Gua sayang sama lu.
Babi gay sial kau.

Breaking The Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park



One of my favourite songs ever.

Fark!

Just got back home from Ipoh.

Going to Melaka tomorrow.

Tired as fuck.

Stomachache like fuck.

Bored like fuck.

Fuck!

Hahahaha.

21-9-2009

ignore vanilla ice.
image courtesy of xkcd

21-6-2009
21st June 2009
21-9-2009
21st September 2009.

3 months it has passed.
And i hope it will continue forever.

Happy 3 months.
I love you, Doreen.
So very much.

H.A.T.E

Mood swing.
Anger.
Rage.
Sadness.
Guilt.

I hate all of the above.
Especially when it all mixes.

---

And now...i am relieved as hell.
:D I love you, sayang.

Rayaya

1st day of raya : nothing.

2nd day of raya : nothing.

3rd day of raya : Ipoh.

4th/5th day of raya : Melaka.

The rest of raya : home.

---

Me : Are we gonna stay over at kampung?
Dad : No kot.

---

Raya pun boleh buat aku mengamuk.
Apa nak jadi dengan dunia ni?
Apa nak jadi dengan aku?

---

Mood swings are fucking bad for my health.
I hate mood swings.

---

This is gonna be one hell of a raya.
Fuck this.

GT4

Editing the Gran Turismo 4 photos.

October 1st, come quick!!!!

Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua rakan-rakanku serta semua umat Islam sedunia.
Semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur dan apa-apa lagi yang boleh dipanjangkan.
Semoga juga anda maafkan segala dosaku serta apa-apa lagi yang buruk.

Tetapi kepada anda yang pukimak.
PEGI MAMPUS.
Betul. Saya masih tidak memaafkan anda.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua rakan-rakanku serta semua umat Islam sedunia.

SAYA SAYANG ANDA SEMUA.
And i love you, Doreen. So very much.

Cheers.

MARABAHAYA

fuckyouyoulyingmotherfuckingpieceofshitbloodystupididiotattentionseekingmotherfuckingassholefuckyoufuckyoufuckyou

I cant believe such shit.
You fucking lied to me.
Not only that, you lied to all of us.
FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING LIFE.
So much for a fucking brotherhood.
---
And...well...i dunno what to say to YOU. no it's not you, sayang.

Drama

Dear Drama,

It is with great pleasure for me to tell you this:

Fuck off.

Love, Don Paulie.

P/S: This goes out to all the drama kings and queens out there.


Have a nice day!
:D

God's Gift

picture stolen from somewhere that i can't recall.


Today, i had a very wonderful and awesome day with Doreen.
(Besides, killing Syameel 5 times in a row with a sniper is always a good feeling)

The greatest gift from God indeed.
I love you, sayang. Thank you for today. :) :* I loved it so very much.

Mamba

After what seemed like weeks...

I finally made love to my guitar again.

...switched on the plug...
...switched on the pedals...
...turned the volume knob on the guitar...
...gain gradually increasing...
...playing the A pentatonic scale...

Good lord.

Played a few songs from Dethklok.
1) Thunderhorse
2) Fansong
3) Into The Water

And i LIKE!

Alright. Now i'm bored.
kthxbyeomgwtfbbq!!!111oneone

Somebody.Please.Get.Me.These.





And i'll show you my face-melting abilities.
Woo!

Light

I love you, Doreen

-

I either need to stop being cerewet.

Or i need to stop being fucked up.

Or i need to stop my life.

Or i need to stop thinking too much.

FUCK!

Wanna Know?

Want to know what i hate feeling the most?
Well, there's two of them.

1) Anger.

2) Useless.

Right now, i have both of them in mind.
Mmm~

Any of you wonderful people know how to rid of this feelings?

---

Rasa macam celaka.

Quote

Izzat says:
never expect changes from a person who doesn't want change.

Izzat says:
kau baca ayat dia. kau tengok tong sampah kat sebelah kau, kau terbayang dia dalam tu.


His quotes never fail to amaze me.

Super

I wish i can explode and cause destruction.

Majin Vegeta

Epic.
My favourite character being the coolest evil motherf**ker ever.
Mmmmm~

Found

For Doreen.
I love you. :)
xkcd

Sandman

Mmm

xkcd

Walk

Fate : She drives a red Porsche.

Me : I drive a gold Perdana.

Cedric : I WALK!


I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Gran Turismo

Read here.

Gran Turismo season is about to start again.
START YOUR ENGINES!



pictures courtesy of Photo Mode in Gran Turismo 4.
Yes. Those are all MY CARS.

?

Anda tahu apakah itu buang masa?

Fikirlah.

MaraBAHAYA

Listen up and listen well.
Tis' a good song.

And i don't usually listen to local/asian music.
So when i say it's good, trust me it's good.

BFMV

Once more ill say goodbye to you,

Things happen but we dont really know why,
If it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears,
I'm not feeling this situation,
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide,
It's the best place to be when your feeling like me, (me)
yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap

Once more you tell those lies to me,
Why cant you just be straight up with honesty? (honesty...)
When you say those things in my ear,
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? (wanna hear...)
Oh yeah

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide,
It's the best place to be when your feeling like me (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap and you'll see me, (me)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
Im not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
Its the best place to be when your feeling like me...

Its the best place to be when you're me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap and you see me, (me)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap.

Bullet For My Valentine. - All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) -

The new song for me to hear when i ain't feeling good.

Imation

What to do now?

I don't fucking know.

Let's kill people for fucks.

On second thought.

Might as well i kill myself right now.

Family Redefined

The Simpsons & The Sopranos.


EPIC.

1936 Ford Deluxe Cabriolet

It's nice to be a kid again.



Matte Black.
Pinstripe tattoo.
Whitewall tires.
Ford.
Classic.

Money well spent.

Complex

I obviously don't care.
About?
Figure out yourself.



30 vegetarian capsules.

Legends Of Rock 2

In Legends Of Rock, i paid tribute to the guitar heroes that made me start playing guitar seriously.
Long months, even years, has passed on and i constantly find and listen to new guitarists doing their thing.

Here are some of the ones that i find really awesome in guitar skills and ultimately, made me learn their techniques. Mmm~


1) Mick Thomson



Fast alternate pickings. Pinch harmonics.
Detuned guitars. Aggresive. I like.

2) Jim Root



Fast alternate pickings as well. Lots of legato in his playings.
Smooth, flowing sound all around. Also, he looks wicked cool. Haha.

3) Skwisgaar Skwigelf



This guy ain't no ordinary cartoon character. Read here.
Thought me on the basics of sweep-picking and modal scales.

And that's all, folks!
:D


p/s.
someone get me Jim Root's guitar please.
I'll be your humble servant if you do.
HAHA.

Madden NFL 08

Izzat! I challenge you to a bloody rematch!
Bring it on!!!!
I shall not bite my PSP anymore though.
But i shall tackle you like in the video.
MUARGHAHAHAHA.