Aku tak suka bermarah.

Wow

I just feel dead.
I can't do good.
I am useless.
I am a fuck up.

Lately, we've been arguing.
And arguing.
And arguing.

We weren't like this before.

What can i possibly do to get you back?

Tell me what should i do to get myself back?



Suka hati aku nak emo ke tak.
Hahahahaha.

Hungry

Hungry.

Kids all around the world are starving.

They get happy when donations roll in.
A plate of rice.
Vegetables.
Etc.
And that's when they're lucky to receive some.

And me?

I'm hungry.
Yet i have buckets of rice.
More vegetables than i can ever eat.
Etc.
Yet i am still not happy.

You get what i'm trying to say?

What's that?


No?

No?

No?

NO?

NO?

!!!



...

Me too.

Gonna eat pistachio peanuts now & workout
& watch Military Monday on National Geographic.
Fuck yeah!

Blog

Blog ini akan digunakan untuk hal ehwal peribadi sahaja.

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Apa ke pantat aku cakap ni?




Well.
I only will rant in this blog now.

That was the sole reason the blog started out.

And it still will be.

Emo Elmo

Izzat called me emo.
Cilaka lu weyh! HAHA.

Well, i can't help it.
I don't respond well under stress or pressure.
I can't think straight when i am angry or sad.
I have a tendency to snap when i'm angry.
I have a tendency be very violent when i'm angry.

My temper is my number one enemy.
And i can't fucking control it.

Think i'm a boy that can't solve my own problems?
Here's for you :

FUCK YOU.

I've been trying to control my temper ever since i was in high school.
I'm in college now and i'm still trying.

I've been doing a lot of thinking.
Do i need therapy? Anger management?
Am i insane?
I guess i am.