Sunday, May 31, 2009

Legends Of Rock.

A tribute to the legends that made me play guitar.
There's plenty of them of course, but here's some of the ones that impacted my guitar playings.


1- Stevie Ray Vaughan



His unique way of playing the blues made me open my eyes wide.
Another reason for liking him? He uses the same guitar as i do. Hehehehehe.


2- Slash



Huh? If Slash doesn't inspire anyone about guitar, it's time to start playing another instrument. I started playing solos by listening to him. And practising around 2-3 hours a day. Yes i am crazy.

3- Zakk Wylde



His style and technique. That's all i've gotta say.
The bloody guitar squeal. The riffs. The muscles. The beard. (hehe)


and last but not least...

4- Kirk Hammett



My favourite guitarist.
Thought me speed and skill for my fingers.
I learned most of the guitar stuff i play from watching him play.


I'm a happy man now.
When i talk about guitar stuff, i smile.
Hehe. Smiling is just what i need right now.

:)

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Apocalypto





By all means necessary, go watch this movie.


Bloody brilliant film.


yes i know. i was really bored at home with nothing to do.
so i decided to catch a movie instead.
thanks to izzat for the film.

Late Night Alumni



By any circumstances, go find this album.

It can make even the toughest dudes go weak in their knees.

LAYAN, BEBEH.

special thanks to my lovely wife, Doreen for downloading the album.hehehe

Friday, May 29, 2009

If You Want Blood, You Got It.

Life is harsh.

It's totally unfair.

My head is constantly boiling throughout the whole day.

Until i suddenly thought of this sentence;

"somethings are just not meant to be"

So yeah. Fuck it. Do whatever you want.

---

Who am i to tell you what to do, right?
I don't matter that much to your life anymore, i think?
Because you don't listen to me anymore.
In fact, you don't listen to anyone at all anymore.

You do what you think is best for your damn life.

But just remember this,


THINK WISELY BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Right.

You go do what you think is right.



think wisely

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin,
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins,
The air around me still feels like a cage,
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...


So if you love me,

Let me go,

And run away before I know,

My heart is just to dark to care,

I can't destroy what isn't there,

Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate,

I don't deserve to have you...

My smile was taken long ago/if I can change I hope I never know,


I still press your letters to my lips,

And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss,

I couldnt face a life without your light,

But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight,

So save your breath. I will not hear. I think I made it very clear,
You couldnt hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you wern't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.

I never claimed to be a saint...

My hope was banished long ago/it took the death of hope to let you go,


So break yourself against my stones,

And spit your pity in my soul,

You never needed any help,

You sold me out to save yourself,

And I wont listen to your shame,

You ran away-you're all the same,

Angels lie to keep control...

My love was punished long ago,

If you still care don't ever let me know,

If you still care don't ever let me know...

Beautiful song by Slipknot.

Unknown

What to do now?

I have no idea.

Not in a very good mood.

1) I had a tiring day.
2) My hand hurts a bit.
3) I'm still confused about a lot of things right now.

So basically, my mind is all mixed up.

Ngeh.



Baseball Furies. I would love to do this for Halloween.

Boom.

As the title goes, my head went boom.

I injured myself.

Now i won't do it again.

So please, whoever that's bothering me, please, i beg you. FUCK OFF.

And i won't care anymore.

Do whatever you want.



Just know that i loved you.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Anger 101

I don't know.

FUCK THIS, DAMMIT.

Now i hear the story from another person.

And they could be saying the truth.
I don't want to believe them. But....

FUCK!
SHIT!
WHY?
WHY?
FUCK!
SHIT!
WHY THE FUCK MUST THERE BE PROBLEMS?
FUCK!

I am sad. I really am.

I'm like a balloon, see. There's so much hot air in my fucking head that i might just explode.
And i so do not want that to fucking happen.

God please. Help me.




I'm turning crazy. Seriously. I wanna be a psychopath for a moment.

Fuckfaced MOTHERFUCKER!

Who. What. Why. When. Where?

1) Read it out aloud.

2) Read it out even louder.

3) Scream.


FUCKFACED MOTHERFUCKER!

fuck you and your mama.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Bongo Queen

❝ doreen ❞ says (4:59 PM):
hehehehehehehehe
it's the same, if sushi and i are ever together
on some days, you won't see me at college

❝ doreen ❞ says (5:00 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!


I am officially dead.
Thanks to my sayang, Doreen.

Up & Down You Go

I'm kinda happy now.

Hahaha.

I don't know why.
But i am kinda happy.
Been in a good mood recently.
Sure there are problems here and there.
But i'm trying my best not too care much about it.

Hehehehe.

Life is good.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Confusion Is A State Of Mind

You seriously confuse me at times, life.

One moment you gave me signs that i should move on.
Then you suddenly put up the signs that i should get back.

But now you give me signs that confuse me so much to the extend that i don't even know what to do.

What to do?
What to say?
Who, what, why, when, where?

I hate this feeling.
But i try to live my life by following this quote ;

"why do we fall? so that we can stand back up"

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Check Yo' Self




It got better.
Then suddenly there's a problem.

Great. Just what i need. Drama.

Now i don't know who's side to be on.

I seriously don't know.
I had to think.
Seriously think.
Because what i do could effect everything that i have built so far.

And that effect is NOT a good one.
How do i know that?
Hunch.
My hunch has never been wrong before, to be honest.

And yeah. Problems again.
I don't know how to handle this anymore.
I feel useless again.
I'm sorry.
Haih.

Should i care? Or should i not care?
I don't know.

Gee. Tis a tuff one, aye?

Monday, May 18, 2009

Malas

Malas.
In english, that means lazy.

Well, right now i'm so malas to actually care about a lot of things.
"Who, what, why, when and where" - all i malas want to care.

i need a new guitar right now.


























Epiphone Explorer or Epiphone Les Paul?

But i've been thinking to get some new amps as well.
As well as some new guitar stands.
And a few new strings.(my guitar is naked right now.no strings.thinking of what kinda strings to put)
Do i need new pedals? MAYBE. Hehehe. :P



Aah. Talking about stuff i love cheers me up again. (^^)



Sunday, May 17, 2009

Spirit Of Brotherhood

Spirit of Brotherhood
by R. Steven Reynolds


The poem tells the story.


Now I have a very good friend

He’s my brother but not my kin

Our link is hard to comprehend

We’re friends through thick and thin


How to express these emotions?

We men find it hard to vocalize

It goes against macho notions

Bet that’s not a real big surprise

The term love is not expressed

Often feelings are left unstated

Other cultures their not repressed

But in ours it’s not advocated


To hug a man who’s unrelated

Too often in America is taboo

So feelings are left unarticulated
We find other ways to make-do


So we shake hands and high five

We laugh, joke and share a drink
Closeness from these we derive

But something’s missing, I think


Close friends we unexpectedly lose

Especially later when we get old

Then it’s too late the words to use,

So for now “Consider yourself told".





















I love my brothers.

but some of them are missing from this picture.hehe. dont worry. i've got u in my hearts.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hell Yeah!
























Hehe.

Ngeh

Life, oh life.
You tend to fuck up my life a lot sometimes.

For example,

-Give me stuff that i don't want.
-Take away the stuff that i want.
-Make me remember things that are horrible.
-Make me forget things that i want to remember.

But i know you're doing it for the better.

But i just wonder, life.

Why can't some people think like how i do?

Friday, May 15, 2009

Mmm.










Life is good.

But there are times that it can fuck us up.
Yes.
This blog is going to have loads of swear words whenever it is updated.
I, Don Paulie, have decided to rant in here.
Whatever it is that's bugging me or my brain, will be posted up here.

So far, there's only drama in my life.
I wonder why sometimes people don't wanna tell the truth.
I wonder why sometimes people purposely get into trouble.
I wonder about a lot of things.
I wanna try to change the situation.
But i dunno.
I need help in one way or the other.

gosh i feel useless right now. fuck.