Saturday, October 31, 2009

Love

I feel like an idiot.

I am sorry, sayang.

I want your last month or so here to be a wonderful one.
I want you to be happy all the time.

I promise you,
i will make you happy.

I love you.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Update

Lack of any serious updates.

Because!

1) I find Twitter is easier.
2) Too time-consuming to write lengthy posts in Blogspot.
3) Lazy. Hahahaha.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Piss Off

Why is it whenever i want to do my work.
Why is it whenever i want to study.
Why is it whenever i have good intentions to be a good boy.

YOU HAVE TO FUCKING PISS ME OFF?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Yngwie Malmsteen

I've been searching for you for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I se
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love

From heaven I knew you were born
on the wings of love
you were brought to me
i've been longing for truth
journeyed so far
to be with you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love


Yngwie Malmsteen - Like An Angel.

The video is somewhere here. Find it.
I dedicate this to my love, Doreen.
Happy 4 months, sayang.
I love you.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Patience

Patience

the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.

Quotes
Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure. Patience creates confidence, decisiveness, and a rational outlook, which eventually leads to success.
-Brian Adam

There will be a time when loud-mouthed, incompetent people seem to be getting the best of you. When that happens, you only have to be patient and wait for them to self destruct. It never fails.
-Richard Rybolt

Patience is the best remedy for every trouble.
-Titus Maccius Plautus


sources :-
http://www.quotationspage.com/subjects/patience/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patience

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters


Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

and nothing else matters


Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

and nothing else matters


never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

but I know


So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters


never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

but I know


Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say


Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us, something new

Open mind for a different view

and nothing else matters


never cared for what they say

never cared for games they play

never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

and I know


So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

No, nothing else matters


Nothing Else Matters - Metallica



To those of you who don't know this song, i'll be honest.
I'm suprised. :o

House

My dream home would feature this kind of stuffs.

Dining room.



Kitchen.



Living room.



Entertainment room.



Bedroom

Fine Learning #4

Gallantry
  1. Nobility of spirit or action; courage.
  2. Chivalrous attention toward women; courtliness: "the air of faintly mocking gallantry with which he habitually treated mother" (Louis Auchincloss).
  3. The act or an instance of gallant speech or behavior.
  4. Archaic. A bold or stylish appearance.
Thank you, sayang.
I love you. :D

Fine Learning #3

Chivalry
  1. The medieval system, principles, and customs of knighthood.
  2. The qualities idealized by knighthood, such as bravery, courtesy, honor, and gallantry toward women.
  3. A group of knights or gallant gentlemen.
The Age of Chivalry was also the age of the horse.

Bedecked in elaborate armor and other trappings, horses were certainly well dressed, although they might have wished for lighter loads. That the horse should be featured so prominently during the Age of Chivalry is etymologically appropriate, because chivalry goes back to the Latin word caballus, "horse, especially a riding horse or packhorse." Borrowed from French, as were so many other important words having to do with medieval English culture, the English word chivalry is first recorded in works composed around the beginning of the 14th century and is found in several senses, including "a body of armored mounted warriors serving a lord" and "knighthood as a ceremonially conferred rank in the social system." Our modern sense, "the medieval system of knighthood," could not exist until the passage of several centuries had allowed the perspective for such a conceptualization, with this sense being recorded first in 1765.

And i am too lazy to explain. HAHA.

Friday, October 16, 2009

I fucked up big.
I fucked up big.
I don't want to live anymore.
I'm gonna fuck off from this world.

Yngwie Malmsteen - Like An Angel

DOWN

DOWN

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Four Words (To Choke Upon)

Betrayed one more time
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

Pull it out from my back
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
I can't wait to return the favor

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now!

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!

Betrayed one more time
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

pull it out from my back
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
Can't wait to return the favor

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!

Oh!

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship!
Four words to choke upon

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!



Bullet For My Valentine - Four Words (To Choke Upon)

This is a cool song. Very the cool. :D

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Car




You Should Drive a Corvette



You don't just like to drive on the road, you like to own it. You live to intimidate other drivers with your car's muscle power!


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Pictures!







Thank you for coming.

And those not in the picture, thank you too.

I love you all.
I'm sorry for those i didn't invite.
I forgot.
Hahaha!

Open House

Pictures will arrive soon!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Taggenator

DESCRIBE
Describe your beauty routine? Shave my face after several weeks. Cut my nails once it's too long to play the guitar. Hahahahaha.
Describe your hair? Short. Mullet-ish. With a small tail at the back. HAHA.
Describe your personal style? On normal days, it's just casual for me. T-shirts/polos/shirts with slacks or jeans. On days that i feel like dressing up, well....i dress up! Hehehehe.

DO YOU...
Like metrosexual boys? Hahahahahahahahahahahaahhaahhahaa. No! But i don't mind them because i have several metrosexual friends.
Like accesories? CHAINS! CHAINS! BLING-BLING, YO! HAHAHAHA.
Like high heels? *bimbo accent* "oh mai gowd...i like, totally like high heels, like TOTALLY" In other words. I like them on a girl. White heels to be exact.
Like matchy matchy, or mix and match? I would love to. I like to match colors. But i can't see them well! HAHAHA.
Spend a lot of money on beauty products in general? Well...does perfume and/or toothbrushes count? Hahahahahaha!
Shop online for clothes? If so, what stores? I've never done any sort of online shopping.
Steal style ideas from friends? Nope.

FAVOURITE...?
Article of clothing in your closet? My Nike T-shirts.
Makeup line? ...
Skincare line? According to my friend, "Us men use soap only! And then wash with water!" HAHAHAHA.
Perfume? Davidoff - Silver Shadow.
Colors to wear? Black. Red. White. The only few colors that i dare to mix&match. HAHA.

WHAT STUFF
What is a trend you dislike the most? Indie. I hate indie trends. You know, small tight skinny jeans with small ass how-the-fuck-did-you-fit-in-that t-shirts with the trucker cap. That's just an example. But i was gritting my teeth the whole time i was writing this down.
What is your fashion philosophy? You always look good when you're comfortable with what you're wearing. Nuff said.
What kind of shoes do you like? Italian formal shoes. Low-tops. And NIKE high-tops.
What is your biggest fashion problem? Not knowing which socks/boxers/underwear to put on. IT'S A REALLY BIG PROBLEM! REALLY! I SWEAR! OMG!.
What old trends do you think should come back? 70's! I wanna wear shirts that expose my chest hair! Or the 80's metal scene. Tight leather pants. HAHAHA.
What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe? More shirt. More t-shirt. More jeans. More shoes. More socks. And definitely more underwear! :D:D:D:D

MISC
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 15-30 minutes?
Ever been to a fashion show? Nope. I don't plan to. I don't mind. But i don't plan to.
Would you ever go out in public without makeup? I go out in public without makeup EVERYTIME! :D
Who do you think has great style? My dad. HAHAHA.
If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why? I'll buy an Adidas polo shirt, black jeans, white loafers. Or some nice shirt with nice slacks and ITALIAN formal shoes. And keep the rest of the money. Buy a ps3 and belanja Doreen sayang instead.
Is there anything you absolutely CANT wear? I cannot wear a bra because it would be very wrong. HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAA.
If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why? Nike. Or Adidas. Anything la. I don't really mind! :D
Wanna tag 5 people to do this too? Anybody anything anyhow anyhoo yabeda be doo!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Baik aku bunuh diri daripada hidup atas dunia ni.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Boomdeyada

"It never gets old, huh?"
"nope"
"It kinda makes you wanna... break into song?"
"Yupp"
I love the mountains
I love the clear blue sky
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all it's sights and sounds
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love the ocean
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all it's craziness
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada

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HAHAHAHA. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I love this song. Stuck in my head for quite a while now.

Discovery Channel is awesum.

Binary Heart

Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all.

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted.



It's been a while since i played this song.
My favourite song. From my favourite band.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Fall Apart

Meh

Nuff said.

MmMm

Anybody knows how to control anger?
---
Am i a human?
Or
Am i an item?

Thursday, October 1, 2009

A-OK




You Are an "A-OK"



Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be."

Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.



You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.

You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.


Strong




You Believe That You're Strong




You may not be the most flexible person, but you have a lot of brawn.

You are naturally strong, and you seem to have a pain intolerance that borders on superhuman.



You respect people who push that extra 10% at the end. You know that strength can be very psychological.

You have no respect for the weak. If it's a dog eat dog world, you rather be doing the eating.