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I'm the goddamn Batman

2010-06-13T23:10:00.005+08:00

Haven't been updating regularly again.
All due to the fact that i have soooooo much work. Damn.

Well, here's an update for you.

I'm getting fat.

I need to workout.
To get fit again.
I need a source of inspiration.
A NEW source of inspiration.

I am not joking.

Commence Operation Batman

Malaysia

2010-06-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

I haven't updated this blog for a while.
Busy all of a sudden. Mmm~~~

Anyways.....i found Tan Sri Limkokwing's blog.
And i found a rather interesting article.

Read it here.

It sparked some deep thinking.
To me la at least. :DD

Day 02 - Your least favorite song

2010-05-30T11:57:00.004+08:00

Hell. Too much. If i say it all here, i won't be done until tomorrow.

I hate a lot of songs.
Mostly all these....mainstream music.
Pop. Dance pop. Whatever.

Not to say that i hate this kind of music, it's just....rubbish.
Lyrics don't mean a thing.
Beats are catchy but too....crazy. I dunno how to say it.
Though, there are good ones.
And there are BAD ones.

I know it's creativity.
I know lots of people are gonna be mad at me for saying this.

Hell, it's just like people saying badshit about metal/rock.

"they're screaming, not singing"
"what is that sound? ugh"
"guitars are too loud!"
"drums are too fast!"

But like i said, there are good and bad ones.
You just gotta know which one to listen to.
And which one suits your taste.

Air Guitar

2010-05-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

Epic.

Day 01 - Favourite song

2010-05-29T19:49:00.003+08:00

Metallica - Fade To Black.

I haven't been listening to this song a lot lately.
But this song is still my favourite.

The solemn attitude of the vocals.
The rhythm, the leads.
The slow intro coupled with soulful solo.
The acoustic verses with powerful choruses.
The heavy outro with a perfect lead work.

It's a perfect song.

30 Days of Music

2010-05-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

Day 01 - Your favorite song
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

From @dorynnn.

This looks fun. :D

Ton

2010-05-29T15:40:00.001+08:00

Ton is sick...

:(

Batman vs. Superman

2010-05-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

There has been speculation about a Batman/Superman movie.
I hope that they make it. Hehehehe.

But!
It could well be a Batman VERSUS Superman movie.

Noooooo. That can't be done!!!!

Reference from the comics and cartoons and movies!
They can't fight each other!!!
They must save the world from....something.
From a threat.

If Batman fought Superman....he'll win! Poor Superman.

Batman

2010-05-26T20:06:00.004+08:00

Doreen : How can you remember that?

Me : I remember pictures better than words.

Doreen : Oh yeah. Photographic memory.

Me : No. I'm the goddamn Batman.

Doreen : ....

Thinking Song

2010-05-25T23:09:00.004+08:00

Do any of you lovely people have a thinking song?
Well, it's not a song that thinks by itself or etc.
But rather, its a song that induces thinking.

Deep thinking.

For you, it might be nonsense.
"What thinking song?"
"I can simply think. No need song wan"

Hell yes. Of course i can simply think, you big baboon.
But a thinking song, as i mentioned earlier, is a song that induces thinking.
Be it work or health or....i dunno. Anything.

It doesn't necessarily need to have lyrics.
As long as it's music.
A thinking song gives you this certain calmness but at the same time, works your brain so that you can maximize the realism/identity/whateverthefuck of your...well, thoughts.

I know i am bullshitting here.
And i don't care. But here's my thinking song.

It is one of the scores for Grand Theft Auto IV.
The solemn beats. The tempo.
All mixed to create one damn good thinking song.

Cheers.

2010-05-25T21:02:00.001+08:00

1) I think too much.
2) I disappoint.

My 2 big problems.

Smawesome!

2010-05-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

New stuff.
New blog.
New colors.
New everything, basically.

Thanks to my love : Doreen!!!

Go check out her page.

www.dorynnn.blogspot.com

Go. Go. Go.

The link is dead anyways.

HAHAHAHAHA!

NICE!!!!!!!!1111

2010-05-23T11:34:00.004+08:00

Assignments :

Building Services
-Logbook
-Group work (with presentation)
-Final exam

Construction Technology
-Wakaf construction
-Logbook

Sustainable Design
-Final exam

AutoCAD
-3rd (final) assignment

Information Communication & Technology
-Website
-Student portfolio
-Final exam (got ar?)

Construction Management
-Student portfolio
-Final exam
-Case studies (with presentation)

Quantity Estimating
-Case studies (with presentation)
-Final exam
-Student portfolio

Awesome!

....

Fire

2010-05-19T19:22:00.002+08:00

AUTOCAD ASSIGNMENT. :DDDDDD
Looks awesome! Can't wait to start doing it.
(but a friend said "wait until you start 3D. Murder, i tell you!)
Meh. Enjoy it while i can. HAHA.

Today is a good day. Nothing much to report.
Went out with sayang. Its all good.
Had steamboat. Mmph. :DD
And got stomach ache. Mmm~

Slash

2010-05-18T00:21:00.005+08:00

It's been a while since i am here, no?
Let's get back to blogging because i feel like my English is soon fade off.
And before i start speaking like a retard.
Mmm. What to blog about?

Oooh.

Got Slash's debut solo album.

For a person who's been following Slash's works, the songs in this album are....fresh.

All of the songs in here are collaborations with other artists like Lemmy Kilmeister of Motorhead and Fergie (Black Eyed Peas, not Manchester United).

One would expect this ex-Guns N' Roses lead guitarist to feature crazy rock&roll riffs or blistering blues solo.
But instead, its slow. The good slow.
There's a rock ballad titled "Gotten" which was sang by Adam Levine of Maroon 5 or Rocco De Luca's "Saint Is A Sinner Too".
Slash plays metal too! A collab with M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold had them write "Nothing To Say" which featured heavy sounds and fast picking which is VERY different than the typical Slash we all know.

Mmm. Metal. Mmm.

Anyways, this is a very very cool album.

9/10.

Mmm~

LOLOLOL

2010-04-15T00:17:00.004+08:00

Last post : Feb 2010.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

I'm extremely bored. That's the only reason why i am updating this blog now.
I feel like closing this blog because it's full of....negativity.
But nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
It's still here. And it'll always be. Hehehehe.

JPEG SPAM!

I was at the Theater Of Dreams!!!!!!!!!111oneone!!

And i think that's the reason why they're losing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Damn.

Adios my bambas.
It is time for me to leave you to your business.
Have a good day.
And a safe trip.
Remember to flush your toilets.

2010-02-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

...

2010-02-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

I wanna help.

But right now, i feel fucking useless.

Thank you.

2010-02-03T15:34:00.002+08:00

Aku rasa aku teramat baik terhadap orang.

Aku biar orang sepak-sepak aku.
Aku biar orang pijak-pijak aku.
Aku biar orang tolak-tolak aku.
Aku biar orang buat lawak terhadap aku.

Kalau aku cakap aku tak suka..

Orang panggil aku biadap.
Orang panggil aku bermasalah.
Orang panggil aku gila.

Kau nak mampos ke apa?

Aku rasa ini post pertama aku dalam BM.
Izzat, kau lagi gay dari aku. Muax. Mmm~

2010-01-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

Aku tak suka bermarah.

Wow

2010-01-21T00:14:00.004+08:00

I just feel dead.
I can't do good.
I am useless.
I am a fuck up.

Lately, we've been arguing.
And arguing.
And arguing.

We weren't like this before.

What can i possibly do to get you back?

Tell me what should i do to get myself back?

Suka hati aku nak emo ke tak.
Hahahahaha.

Hungry

2010-01-18T20:20:00.005+08:00

Hungry.

Kids all around the world are starving.

They get happy when donations roll in.
A plate of rice.
Vegetables.
Etc.
And that's when they're lucky to receive some.

And me?

I'm hungry.
Yet i have buckets of rice.
More vegetables than i can ever eat.
Etc.
Yet i am still not happy.

You get what i'm trying to say?

What's that?

No?

No?

No?

NO?

NO?

!!!

...

Me too.

Gonna eat pistachio peanuts now & workout
& watch Military Monday on National Geographic.
Fuck yeah!

Blog

2010-01-14T19:57:00.001+08:00

Blog ini akan digunakan untuk hal ehwal peribadi sahaja.

...

Apa ke pantat aku cakap ni?

Well.
I only will rant in this blog now.

That was the sole reason the blog started out.

And it still will be.

Emo Elmo

2010-01-13T20:18:00.004+08:00

Izzat called me emo.
Cilaka lu weyh! HAHA.

Well, i can't help it.
I don't respond well under stress or pressure.
I can't think straight when i am angry or sad.
I have a tendency to snap when i'm angry.
I have a tendency be very violent when i'm angry.

My temper is my number one enemy.
And i can't fucking control it.

Think i'm a boy that can't solve my own problems?
Here's for you :

FUCK YOU.

I've been trying to control my temper ever since i was in high school.
I'm in college now and i'm still trying.

I've been doing a lot of thinking.
Do i need therapy? Anger management?
Am i insane?
I guess i am.

YCUK

2009-12-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Disgusting.
Revolting.
Yuck.

Basically....that's all i can say about those who are disgusting, revolting and yucking (?) to me.

Random post, i know.
I felt like updating.
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehee.

:D:D:D:D

2009-12-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

My heart is breaking apart.

The Thrill Is Gone

2009-12-01T17:00:00.003+08:00

The thrill is gone
The thrill is gone away
The thrill is gone baby
The thrill is gone away
You know you done me wrong baby
And you'll be sorry someday

The thrill is gone
It's gone away from me
The thrill is gone baby
The thrill is gone away from me
Although I'll still live on
But so lonely I'll be

The thrill is gone
It's gone away for good
Oh, the thrill is gone baby
Baby its gone away for good
Someday I know I'll be over it all baby
Just like I know a man should

You know I'm free, free now baby
I'm free from your spell
I'm free, free now
I'm free from your spell
And now that it's over
All I can do is wish you well

B.B. King - The Thrill Is Gone.
I love B.B. King.

2009-12-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

This is getting fucked up by the fucking second.

I hate this.
Fuck this shit.

Plenty

2009-11-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

There's a lot of things in my mind right now.
Plenty.

Mixed feelings. Emotions.
Plenty.

I'm feeling anger, madness, sad, upset, happy, calm, etc.
Plenty.

Do i think too much?
Do i care too much?

I feel like i can't help anyone.
But i try to make them feel better, at least.
I ask them "is everything okay?" and stuff like that.
I understand that some people do not want to trouble others.
Or need some time to sort things out on their own.

But.

That's another problem of mine.
I can't ignore that.
A person who you really love, would you let the person be and "sort things out"?
I don't know whether it's logic, or common sense or whatnot.
But i don't think i wanna leave the person all alone by himself/herself.

And yet, ANOTHER problem of mine.
I get angry easily.
Should i really elaborate at this point?
I don't think so.
Lazy.

And another one i found in my folder.
Mmm~

Finicky

2009-11-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

Call me finicky.
I know i am.
I care too much about things.
I don't think its OCD.
But finicky is more like it.

Is it too much to ask for one to return back kindness?

Am i too nice towards people that people can just run me over
and expect that i would forgive them just like that?

Did i commit a crime so hideous that i deserve such treatment from people?

All i ever wanted was,
to be respected by people.
to be loved by people.

And so to achieve such things, i want to do only good things for people.
But

WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?

WHY DON'T ANYBODY CARE?
ALL I SEEK IS A LITTLE "THANK YOU".
OR AT LEAST SAY HELLO PROPERLY.
WHEN I CALL YOU, GIVE A GOOD RESPONSE.
WHEN I MSG, REPLY PROPERLY.

I am always thinking about other people. Or at least i try to.
When someone calls, i'll pick up the phone.
When someone msgs, i'll reply.
When someone says hi, i'll say back with full vigor.

Is it too hard for such things to happen?

Life is a bitch. True.

I found this in my folder.
Mmm.

Don't Cry

2009-11-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember how I felt inside now honey
You got to make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

Don't Cry - Guns N' Roses.
Mmm~

2009-11-15T03:35:00.002+08:00

Am i an idiot?
Am i over-protective?
Am i good enough?
Am i bad towards a person?

I have so many questions in my head.
And i can't seem to find the answers.

I must have done something very terrible in my life to even deserve something like this.

2009-11-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.

2009-11-06T10:11:00.000+08:00

Unappreciated.

Love

2009-10-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

I feel like an idiot.

I am sorry, sayang.

I want your last month or so here to be a wonderful one.
I want you to be happy all the time.

I promise you,
i will make you happy.

I love you.

Update

2009-10-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Lack of any serious updates.

Because!

1) I find Twitter is easier.
2) Too time-consuming to write lengthy posts in Blogspot.
3) Lazy. Hahahaha.

Piss Off

2009-10-22T23:25:00.003+08:00

Why is it whenever i want to do my work.
Why is it whenever i want to study.
Why is it whenever i have good intentions to be a good boy.

YOU HAVE TO FUCKING PISS ME OFF?

Yngwie Malmsteen

2009-10-21T00:27:00.003+08:00

I've been searching for you for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I se
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love

From heaven I knew you were born
on the wings of love
you were brought to me
i've been longing for truth
journeyed so far
to be with you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love

Yngwie Malmsteen - Like An Angel.

The video is somewhere here. Find it.
I dedicate this to my love, Doreen.
Happy 4 months, sayang.
I love you.

Patience

2009-10-19T01:40:00.004+08:00

Patience

the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.

Quotes
Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure. Patience creates confidence, decisiveness, and a rational outlook, which eventually leads to success.
-Brian Adam

There will be a time when loud-mouthed, incompetent people seem to be getting the best of you. When that happens, you only have to be patient and wait for them to self destruct. It never fails.
-Richard Rybolt

Patience is the best remedy for every trouble.
-Titus Maccius Plautus

sources :-
http://www.quotationspage.com/subjects/patience/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patience

Nothing Else Matters

2009-10-18T16:15:00.004+08:00

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

To those of you who don't know this song, i'll be honest.
I'm suprised. :o

House

2009-10-18T11:33:00.003+08:00

My dream home would feature this kind of stuffs.

Dining room.

Kitchen.

Living room.

Entertainment room.

Bedroom

Fine Learning #4

2009-10-18T00:40:00.003+08:00

Gallantry

Nobility of spirit or action; courage.
Chivalrous attention toward women; courtliness: "the air of faintly mocking gallantry with which he habitually treated mother" (Louis Auchincloss).
The act or an instance of gallant speech or behavior.
Archaic. A bold or stylish appearance.

Thank you, sayang.
I love you. :D

Fine Learning #3

2009-10-18T00:32:00.003+08:00

Chivalry

The medieval system, principles, and customs of knighthood.
The qualities idealized by knighthood, such as bravery, courtesy, honor, and gallantry toward women.
A group of knights or gallant gentlemen.

The Age of Chivalry was also the age of the horse.

Bedecked in elaborate armor and other trappings, horses were certainly well dressed, although they might have wished for lighter loads. That the horse should be featured so prominently during the Age of Chivalry is etymologically appropriate, because chivalry goes back to the Latin word caballus, "horse, especially a riding horse or packhorse." Borrowed from French, as were so many other important words having to do with medieval English culture, the English word chivalry is first recorded in works composed around the beginning of the 14th century and is found in several senses, including "a body of armored mounted warriors serving a lord" and "knighthood as a ceremonially conferred rank in the social system." Our modern sense, "the medieval system of knighthood," could not exist until the passage of several centuries had allowed the perspective for such a conceptualization, with this sense being recorded first in 1765.

And i am too lazy to explain. HAHA.

2009-10-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

I fucked up big.
I fucked up big.
I don't want to live anymore.
I'm gonna fuck off from this world.

Yngwie Malmsteen - Like An Angel

2009-10-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

DOWN

2009-10-16T02:38:00.001+08:00

DOWN

Four Words (To Choke Upon)

2009-10-13T23:32:00.003+08:00

Betrayed one more time
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

Pull it out from my back
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
I can't wait to return the favor

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now!

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!

Betrayed one more time
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

pull it out from my back
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
Can't wait to return the favor

Look at me now
(Look at me now)
Look at me now

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!

Oh!

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship!
Four words to choke upon

Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON

Look [LOOK] at me now!

Bullet For My Valentine - Four Words (To Choke Upon)

This is a cool song. Very the cool. :D

Car

2009-10-11T19:04:00.002+08:00

You Should Drive a Corvette

You don't just like to drive on the road, you like to own it. You live to intimidate other drivers with your car's muscle power!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Pictures!

2009-10-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

Thank you for coming.
And those not in the picture, thank you too.
I love you all.
I'm sorry for those i didn't invite.
I forgot.
Hahaha!

Open House

2009-10-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Pictures will arrive soon!

Taggenator

2009-10-08T20:29:00.003+08:00

DESCRIBE
○ Describe your beauty routine? Shave my face after several weeks. Cut my nails once it's too long to play the guitar. Hahahahaha.
○ Describe your hair? Short. Mullet-ish. With a small tail at the back. HAHA.
○ Describe your personal style? On normal days, it's just casual for me. T-shirts/polos/shirts with slacks or jeans. On days that i feel like dressing up, well....i dress up! Hehehehe.

DO YOU...
○ Like metrosexual boys? Hahahahahahahahahahahaahhaahhahaa. No! But i don't mind them because i have several metrosexual friends.
○ Like accesories? CHAINS! CHAINS! BLING-BLING, YO! HAHAHAHA.
○ Like high heels? *bimbo accent* "oh mai gowd...i like, totally like high heels, like TOTALLY" In other words. I like them on a girl. White heels to be exact.
○ Like matchy matchy, or mix and match? I would love to. I like to match colors. But i can't see them well! HAHAHA.
○ Spend a lot of money on beauty products in general? Well...does perfume and/or toothbrushes count? Hahahahahaha!
○ Shop online for clothes? If so, what stores? I've never done any sort of online shopping.
○ Steal style ideas from friends? Nope.

FAVOURITE...?
○ Article of clothing in your closet? My Nike T-shirts.
○ Makeup line? ...
○ Skincare line? According to my friend, "Us men use soap only! And then wash with water!" HAHAHAHA.
○ Perfume? Davidoff - Silver Shadow.
○ Colors to wear? Black. Red. White. The only few colors that i dare to mix&match. HAHA.

WHAT STUFF
○ What is a trend you dislike the most? Indie. I hate indie trends. You know, small tight skinny jeans with small ass how-the-fuck-did-you-fit-in-that t-shirts with the trucker cap. That's just an example. But i was gritting my teeth the whole time i was writing this down.
○ What is your fashion philosophy? You always look good when you're comfortable with what you're wearing. Nuff said.
○ What kind of shoes do you like? Italian formal shoes. Low-tops. And NIKE high-tops.
○ What is your biggest fashion problem? Not knowing which socks/boxers/underwear to put on. IT'S A REALLY BIG PROBLEM! REALLY! I SWEAR! OMG!.
○ What old trends do you think should come back? 70's! I wanna wear shirts that expose my chest hair! Or the 80's metal scene. Tight leather pants. HAHAHA.
○ What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe? More shirt. More t-shirt. More jeans. More shoes. More socks. And definitely more underwear! :D:D:D:D

MISC
○ How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 15-30 minutes?
○ Ever been to a fashion show? Nope. I don't plan to. I don't mind. But i don't plan to.
○ Would you ever go out in public without makeup? I go out in public without makeup EVERYTIME! :D
○ Who do you think has great style? My dad. HAHAHA.
○ If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why? I'll buy an Adidas polo shirt, black jeans, white loafers. Or some nice shirt with nice slacks and ITALIAN formal shoes. And keep the rest of the money. Buy a ps3 and belanja Doreen sayang instead.
○ Is there anything you absolutely CANT wear? I cannot wear a bra because it would be very wrong. HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAA.
○ If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why? Nike. Or Adidas. Anything la. I don't really mind! :D
○ Wanna tag 5 people to do this too? Anybody anything anyhow anyhoo yabeda be doo!

2009-10-06T23:12:00.003+08:00

Baik aku bunuh diri daripada hidup atas dunia ni.

Boomdeyada

2009-10-03T13:06:00.005+08:00

"It never gets old, huh?"
"nope"
"It kinda makes you wanna... break into song?"
"Yupp"
I love the mountains
I love the clear blue sky
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all it's sights and sounds
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love the ocean
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all it's craziness
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada

------

HAHAHAHA. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I love this song. Stuck in my head for quite a while now.

Discovery Channel is awesum.

Binary Heart

2009-10-03T03:10:00.001+08:00

xkcd

Disenchanted

2009-10-03T03:01:00.005+08:00

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all.

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted.

It's been a while since i played this song.
My favourite song. From my favourite band.

Fall Apart

2009-10-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

xkcd

Meh

2009-10-02T20:02:00.002+08:00

Nuff said.

MmMm

2009-10-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

Anybody knows how to control anger?
---
Am i a human?
Or
Am i an item?

A-OK

2009-10-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

You Are an "A-OK"

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be."

Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.

You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.

You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Strong

2009-10-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

You Believe That You're Strong

You may not be the most flexible person, but you have a lot of brawn.

You are naturally strong, and you seem to have a pain intolerance that borders on superhuman.

You respect people who push that extra 10% at the end. You know that strength can be very psychological.

You have no respect for the weak. If it's a dog eat dog world, you rather be doing the eating.

The Horns Test

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Round Round

2009-09-29T20:08:00.007+08:00

People and things that make my world go round.
(Not in order)

and...

Mmm~

Those who are not here, i'm sorry. But i shall. Hahaha.

Gay

2009-09-29T20:02:00.003+08:00

Tak sangka aku ada lagi gambar kau ni.

Terima kasih atas invitation openhouse anda.
Aku akan make sure aku makan segala makanan kat situ, termasuklah lontong.

Popo

2009-09-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

"Stop doubting your own abilities and start listening with your mind. Calm your thoughts"

Mr.Popo - DragonBall

Wonderful quote.

The Unforgiven

2009-09-27T18:48:00.003+08:00

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man strugggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please then all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What i've felt
What i've known
Never shined through in what i've shown
Never free
Never me
So i dub thee unforgiven

You labeled me
I'll label you
So i dub thee unforgiven

Metallica - The Unforgiven

I love this song.
The most played song in my iTunes.

Cold

2009-09-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

I feel cold.

Am i?

I'm sorry

2009-09-25T03:08:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry.
I hate hurting your feelings.
I never want to do that.
I love you.
And i DON'T want to ever fucking hurt you in any possible way.

But i guess i was too full of myself.
And didn't think of you while i hurt you unknowingly.

This is usually the moment when i throw my laptop at the wall.
But i don't do that anymore.
Hell. I don't even get angry often anymore.

Why?
Because of you.
I don't ever want you to see me angry.
It's such an ugly sight of me that i don't want you to see.
Yes, even I know about it.

You have inspired me to change.
You have inspired me to be more responsible.
You have inspired me to be a better person in this fucked up life of mine.

I don't ever want to screw this up.

I don't want to lose you.

I love you.

And I'm sorry.

2009-09-25T02:12:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm so fucking sorry.
I was an idiot.
I AM an idiot.
I am so sorry.
I shouldn't have even fucking brought it up.
I feel stupid.
I am stupid.
Fucking stupid.

FUCK.

Never Done

2009-09-24T14:05:00.005+08:00

"Growth is painful,
Change is hard,
And there are days where we would wish that it would just stop.

Wouldn't it be great to just know,
To feel like you finally figured it all out,
To just be done.

It's the hardest and most wonderful thing about being alive,
That no matter how much you learn, grow or change,
You're never done.

Cheers."

Never Done, from Izzat.
Nice one, matey.

Aku suka sangat "poem" kau buat tu sampai aku repost kat sini.
HAHAHA.
Gua sayang sama lu.
Babi gay sial kau.

Breaking The Habit

2009-09-24T11:56:00.004+08:00

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

One of my favourite songs ever.

Fark!

2009-09-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

Just got back home from Ipoh.

Going to Melaka tomorrow.

Tired as fuck.

Stomachache like fuck.

Bored like fuck.

Fuck!

Hahahaha.

21-9-2009

2009-09-21T00:29:00.007+08:00

ignore vanilla ice.
image courtesy of xkcd

21-6-2009
21st June 2009
21-9-2009
21st September 2009.

3 months it has passed.
And i hope it will continue forever.

Happy 3 months.
I love you, Doreen.
So very much.

H.A.T.E

2009-09-20T03:41:00.005+08:00

Mood swing.
Anger.
Rage.
Sadness.
Guilt.

I hate all of the above.
Especially when it all mixes.

---

And now...i am relieved as hell.
:D I love you, sayang.

Rayaya

2009-09-19T20:52:00.006+08:00

1st day of raya : nothing.

2nd day of raya : nothing.

3rd day of raya : Ipoh.

4th/5th day of raya : Melaka.

The rest of raya : home.

---

Me : Are we gonna stay over at kampung?
Dad : No kot.

---

Raya pun boleh buat aku mengamuk.
Apa nak jadi dengan dunia ni?
Apa nak jadi dengan aku?

---

Mood swings are fucking bad for my health.
I hate mood swings.

---

This is gonna be one hell of a raya.
Fuck this.

GT4

2009-09-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

Editing the Gran Turismo 4 photos.

October 1st, come quick!!!!

Aidilfitri

2009-09-18T20:26:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua rakan-rakanku serta semua umat Islam sedunia.
Semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur dan apa-apa lagi yang boleh dipanjangkan.
Semoga juga anda maafkan segala dosaku serta apa-apa lagi yang buruk.

Tetapi kepada anda yang pukimak.
PEGI MAMPUS.
Betul. Saya masih tidak memaafkan anda.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua rakan-rakanku serta semua umat Islam sedunia.

SAYA SAYANG ANDA SEMUA.
And i love you, Doreen. So very much.

Cheers.

MARABAHAYA

2009-09-18T20:10:00.007+08:00

fuckyouyoulyingmotherfuckingpieceofshitbloodystupididiotattentionseekingmotherfuckingassholefuckyoufuckyoufuckyou

I cant believe such shit.
You fucking lied to me.
Not only that, you lied to all of us.
FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING LIFE.
So much for a fucking brotherhood.
---
And...well...i dunno what to say to YOU. no it's not you, sayang.

Drama

2009-09-17T23:10:00.004+08:00

Dear Drama,

It is with great pleasure for me to tell you this:

Fuck off.

Love, Don Paulie.

P/S: This goes out to all the drama kings and queens out there.

Have a nice day!
:D

God's Gift

2009-09-16T20:34:00.006+08:00

picture stolen from somewhere that i can't recall.

Today, i had a very wonderful and awesome day with Doreen.
(Besides, killing Syameel 5 times in a row with a sniper is always a good feeling)

The greatest gift from God indeed.
I love you, sayang. Thank you for today. :) :* I loved it so very much.

Mamba

2009-09-15T23:39:00.005+08:00

After what seemed like weeks...

I finally made love to my guitar again.

...switched on the plug...
...switched on the pedals...
...turned the volume knob on the guitar...
...gain gradually increasing...
...playing the A pentatonic scale...

Good lord.

Played a few songs from Dethklok.
1) Thunderhorse
2) Fansong
3) Into The Water

And i LIKE!

Alright. Now i'm bored.
kthxbyeomgwtfbbq!!!111oneone

Somebody.Please.Get.Me.These.

And i'll show you my face-melting abilities.
Woo!

Light

2009-09-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

I love you, Doreen

-

2009-09-14T22:07:00.004+08:00

I either need to stop being cerewet.

Or i need to stop being fucked up.

Or i need to stop my life.

Or i need to stop thinking too much.

FUCK!

Wanna Know?

2009-09-13T20:53:00.006+08:00

Want to know what i hate feeling the most?
Well, there's two of them.

1) Anger.

2) Useless.

Right now, i have both of them in mind.
Mmm~

Any of you wonderful people know how to rid of this feelings?

---

Rasa macam celaka.

Quote

2009-09-12T15:13:00.004+08:00

Izzat says:
never expect changes from a person who doesn't want change.

Izzat says:
kau baca ayat dia. kau tengok tong sampah kat sebelah kau, kau terbayang dia dalam tu.

His quotes never fail to amaze me.

Super

2009-09-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

I wish i can explode and cause destruction.

Majin Vegeta

2009-09-11T00:59:00.004+08:00

Epic.
My favourite character being the coolest evil motherf**ker ever.
Mmmmm~

Found

2009-09-09T20:55:00.003+08:00

For Doreen.
I love you. :)
xkcd

Sandman

2009-09-09T20:44:00.004+08:00

Mmm

xkcd

Walk

2009-09-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

Fate : She drives a red Porsche.

Me : I drive a gold Perdana.

Cedric : I WALK!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Gran Turismo

2009-09-07T17:19:00.006+08:00

Read here.

Gran Turismo season is about to start again.
START YOUR ENGINES!

pictures courtesy of Photo Mode in Gran Turismo 4.
Yes. Those are all MY CARS.

?

2009-09-05T20:03:00.002+08:00

Anda tahu apakah itu buang masa?

Fikirlah.

MaraBAHAYA

2009-09-05T00:02:00.004+08:00

Listen up and listen well.
Tis' a good song.

And i don't usually listen to local/asian music.
So when i say it's good, trust me it's good.

BFMV

2009-09-04T21:24:00.006+08:00

Once more ill say goodbye to you,

Things happen but we dont really know why,
If it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears,
I'm not feeling this situation,
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide,
It's the best place to be when your feeling like me, (me)
yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap

Once more you tell those lies to me,
Why cant you just be straight up with honesty? (honesty...)
When you say those things in my ear,
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? (wanna hear...)
Oh yeah

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide,
It's the best place to be when your feeling like me (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap and you'll see me, (me)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
Im not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
Its the best place to be when your feeling like me...

Its the best place to be when you're me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap and you see me, (me)
All these things I hate revolve around me, (me)
Yeah, (yeah)
Just back up before I snap.

Bullet For My Valentine. - All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) -

The new song for me to hear when i ain't feeling good.

Imation

2009-09-04T20:13:00.004+08:00

What to do now?

I don't fucking know.

Let's kill people for fucks.

On second thought.

Might as well i kill myself right now.

Family Redefined

2009-09-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

The Simpsons & The Sopranos.

EPIC.

1936 Ford Deluxe Cabriolet

2009-09-03T21:33:00.005+08:00

It's nice to be a kid again.

Matte Black.
Pinstripe tattoo.
Whitewall tires.
Ford.
Classic.

Money well spent.

Complex

2009-09-03T00:22:00.005+08:00

I obviously don't care.
About?
Figure out yourself.

30 vegetarian capsules.

Legends Of Rock 2

2009-09-02T22:39:00.005+08:00

In Legends Of Rock, i paid tribute to the guitar heroes that made me start playing guitar seriously.
Long months, even years, has passed on and i constantly find and listen to new guitarists doing their thing.

Here are some of the ones that i find really awesome in guitar skills and ultimately, made me learn their techniques. Mmm~

1) Mick Thomson

Fast alternate pickings. Pinch harmonics.
Detuned guitars. Aggresive. I like.

2) Jim Root

Fast alternate pickings as well. Lots of legato in his playings.
Smooth, flowing sound all around. Also, he looks wicked cool. Haha.

3) Skwisgaar Skwigelf

This guy ain't no ordinary cartoon character. Read here.
Thought me on the basics of sweep-picking and modal scales.

And that's all, folks!
:D

p/s.
someone get me Jim Root's guitar please.
I'll be your humble servant if you do.
HAHA.

Madden NFL 08

2009-09-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

Izzat! I challenge you to a bloody rematch!
Bring it on!!!!
I shall not bite my PSP anymore though.
But i shall tackle you like in the video.
MUARGHAHAHAHA.

Rivera

2009-08-31T22:18:00.005+08:00

I want.
Rivera KR7 Mick Thomson Signature Series

---

And i need to start drawing again.
Stuff like this makes me feel good.
But i need ideas.
Mmm~

Darling

2009-08-31T14:42:00.003+08:00

No one must know.